Your hook is just another lesson <3

I psych myself out everytime. Fatal attractions are like bait, you take your time getting to know someone you find attractive even with the slightest interest in you (because you’re not shallow) you give them a chance, and in the end they make you want to crawl in a fucking hole because at the end of the day when you’re lying in bed with no one or nothing else but you and your thoughts, you feel that you’ve failed yourself. The hook of their time that you’ve invested into them leads you to the only option of taking the hook out and getting thrown back into the sea where you just go back to society; your daily routine and try your best to act like all the thoughts you had about them and the memories you’ve made were just another lesson… or another mistake. But somehow as you’re on your own and swimming freely, you tend to notice yourself evolving within the matter of days into a stronger person. You find yourself getting better within time. Only leaving the future brighter and youself a little wiser.